Wednesday, December 03, 2008

EPMS! No......!
I can't bring myself to start doing it. Have been sitting in front of the laptop for the past hour, with the noble intention of starting that dreaded thing but but but...end up blog hopping! So me! Everytime something urgent needs doing, I'll have something else to distract me......RO please please bug me to hand this in, if not you'll get it only when school starts....lol! (I have the nicest RO ever!)

Arghhh! I don't like doing this epms...can i just pay someone to do it for me?!?! To think school's out and I'm still left with thousands of stuff to complete. Can I start my maternity leave now, pls pls pls...? Better not! Start leave now and waste the precious time I can spend with little baby...no way! Still have 3 months to go, just reached 26 weeks, so scary. Time flies so fast. I've not prepared anything for this Adik Boy (that's what the Kakak Iman call him). 2 years ago when I was carrying the kakak, I was super excited and super kanchiong and already began preparing when I was only 4 months preggie then and now 6 months already but still have not done anything. Somehow I'm beginning to believe all those stories from experienced mothers saying that when you are carrying a boy, u'll be super lazy and the bochup attitude will kick in. Its a little bit true for me in the sense that I no longer have the desire to cook.....and I sleep A LOT! Hahaaha! Are those stories true or I'm just making up excuses for myself?!?!

Anyway, will start preparing Adik Boy's stuff soon....will make full use of this Dec holiday. ok, that's my year end resolution!

Now...back to EPMS! Arghhhhhhh...............

Hai....i'm back! This always happen, I'll always get the motivation to blog when I'm supposed to be revising for my exam this mon! When will I even learn! Everybody in the staffroom seems to know this habit of mine, thanks to 2 of my dear colleagues who're doing the same modules with me. So far, I've been lucky...either my tutors are too lazy or my work that good! Couldn't be the later right...one can never expect a last minute work to be good. By last minute, I do mean last minute...if the assignment is due by 12am that day, I'll only start opening my books after school that day which usually is around 3pm. Then the marathon begins. And again...my presence here at this time just shows how far my revision has progressed! I just seem to work better last minute, under pressure...I don't know why, anybody has any theory to defend me?

Iman is growing so fast. She is showing signs of becoming like me, sometimes it scares me. She wants what she wants, and she's fierce too....but always know how to use her charms to please the people she loves. The way she orders her bibik around, my goodness....I have to put a stop to it, don't want her growing up belittling domestic helpers. But i guess she's just learning by example. I do ask for a glass of water from wherever I am (being 5 mths pregnancy is a good excuse for not wanting to walk so much right?), so that's what my little gerl does too whenever she wants milk. She'll just shout , "Bibik! Milk!". Scary isn't it, the examples you are showing without even realizing it. So now, I am more aware when talking to the bibik with the hope that my little girl will follow suit.

On the bright side is she's only like that to the bibik...to all others, she can be ever so charming. But don't ever say u wanna take her adik away. She is so possesive of her unborn adik. The moment i step into the house after work, she'll tail me to the bedroom waiting for me to undress so that she can hug and kiss my tummy. She'll put her ear to my tummy and happily exclaim that adik said something to her. Oh the funniest thing happen during Hari Raya this year. My little gerl was in tears everytime somebody salam to seek forgiveness. She can't seem to comprehend why the people around her were crying and hugging, and what can she do to stop it...she cries too! Especially when its her Mama crying, she'll immediately pull me away from the person I'm trying to seek forgiveness from, hug me tightly and cry! This happened in a few houses over 3 days...till we decided for her Papa to carry her outside first so that she can't witness the seeking forgiveness part!

I'm sure glad that she got to celebrate Raya this year. Seeing that she was in hospital during Raya last year, I was scared when she suddenly began coughing and sneezing on the 2nd day. We quickly brought her to the doctor and started medication for her. Didn't want that running nose and cough to develop into asthma. Thank God, the medication helped and she got to enjoy her Raya despite the tears. InsyaAllah, she'll celebrate Raya with her adik next year. So peeps, get the green packets ready for us ya!

Ok ok enuff....time to get back to the Sixties!! sigh!

Hi...Dah lama benar tak update blog ni! Dah hampir-hampir jadi gajah putih blog saya ini! Hehehe...

Apa perkembangan terkini? Banyak sekali...termasuk badanku yang semakin kembang ni (bersebab ok!) hehehe..shhhhh! Iman semakin besar, semakin cute dan semakin pintar. Kata anak Mama kan kan kan... Tak lama lagi, dia akan berganjak ke dunia baru, yang bakal mendewasakannya. Sungguh berdebar-debar menanti saat itu.

Sekolah pula, seperti biasalah...full load, penat tapi memuaskan. Sebagai seorang guru, perkataan penat itu memang sentiasa tidak lekang daripada mulut. Tapi kepuasan apabila anak didik memahami apa yang diajari...wow! best u know!

Semoga semuanya akan berjalan lancar seperti yang dirancang. Kita merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan.

Hi everyone! I'm back after such a long absence...why? Becoz my mama is now extremely bz..and I for some reason that I can't understand at all, my mama will start her blogging craziness only when she's extremely buziee! Mama..mama...I thought u are rushing to meet the Thursday dateline..

But since my mama decides to pop in here, let me give u a little update on myself. I'm 13 months now! A big gerl already ok, I wean off the pacifier when I was only 11 mths! ...my mama has been complaining that my teeth is not erupting fast enough and so I showed her all 4 of my upper front teeth recently. I do not see the need for me to walk yet, I still love the ground and so I'll still be crawling for now. But I'm fascinated by things that I can't reach, so I'll constantly pull myself up to a standing position, afterwhich once I'm tired, I'll resort to letting go wherever I am. But luckily for me, there's always people around me to catch me. Hey....I'm trying to strengthen my calf muscles ok.

My best friend now is the PEN...i love to scribble....on anything that I can get my tiny little hands on and I am imitating the sounds I hear. Just today, I said, "Wyong". I heard it when my mama was trying to change the wrong position I was holding the pen. That made my mama really happy, to hear me babble. She's consoling herself, I know...coz people are telling her how come I'm not walking yet? Hello, I'm only 13 mths, gimme space please. Maybe I talk first, u never know. So don't worry k mama.

Ok Mama, enuff update abt me..its time to go back to ur TMA. U have 5 essays to submit by Thursday remember. Auntie Mary, please get my mama to FOCUS!

Signing off,
Nurul Iman

After almost 2 years, its time to revisit the old studying habits, the late nights or rather the sleepness nights, the countless projects, the examinations. Oh, I so don't like them! Irony! AZS1031 - 1 TMA divided into 4 parts (each requiring a 400 words essay)
COR100 - 1 TMA divided into 3 parts
Dateline: 28th Feb 2008 This thursday!!
And my progress....??
Just completed reading the questions! hahaha.......
Thank God for Mary, she's sleeping over just to make sure both of us completes our TMAs.
Its like the old days all over again, but with lesser peeps this time.
Come on Mary, we can do it...we'll try to complete AZS1031 by tonite k!!
Ok, on your mark, get set, go......!

Time waits for no one...
Believe it or not...2008 is coming. Its like they were fussing about the Y2K bug and now we are almost 8 years into Y2K!
Wooohooo....and another 2 mths my baby will be 1 year old!! That's fast....!!
I'll be a mum of a 1 year old. So scary...why? coz that's the age they wanna start to test water..
I don't want to be a No No No mother but yet I don't want to be a Yes Yes Yes mother.
So what do I want to be...a mother who's firm but yet my baby finds it comfortable enough to be open and honest with me about anything under the sky. Yes..that's what I want, I'll work towards that. But one thing for sure..I'm not gonna be the naggy mother my frens expected me to be...I only nag my frens...not my baby! hahaha!
So mary ... more nagging for u!

Still waiting for that letter...Mary pray hard it'll reach us soon k!

Finally PLSE over...phew! I do hope that my students did well...I know that can do it. And so they deserve the best Hari Raya ever...Selamat Hari Raya to my dear students.

And then after PSLE marking, its time for my P3 to sit for their exams....hahaha stress lagi! I don't think they are ready. I gave them tonnes of homework hoping to gear them up for exam, hopefully they will remember to complete their work amidst the hari raya celebrations.

On another note, this year will be the first year I'm celebrating raya as a complete family. Father, Mother & Baby! Yeah....time for collection. So friends and relatives, prepare fat fat green packets for my baby k....here we come! But I'm praying hard my baby gets well soon. She has been vomitting since yesterday....another time she vomits, I'll rush her to the clinic...come on darling, get well ok sayang...we want to go collection and I can't wait to dress you up!

Selamat Hari Raya everyone....maaf zahir dan batin!